this is the strangest section of my life to date... i never know if i'm asleep or awake (and what does it matter anyways if am either) and never understand the patterns of coercion. my mind is alseep when my body's awake and vice versa.

the tides of our lives are crashing waves that leave us stranded in each other's mercy... one can only hope that the mercy is with them, not in someone else's favor. why are we such heartless monsters?

(but you might as well face it, you're addicted to love)

we have smiles that match the arches of your eyelids. my smile is oriental in origin.... your laugh is a genuine comfort and i wish i could catch it like a fly ball. go fish.

sunday is the slowest way to thursday i know. i know. damn.